Assault

He lifted up my covers and my top. and started running his hand up and up and down my spine.
I was confused, shocked, couldn't breath, not sure if i should turn around and punch him or what to do. I knew if I asked him what the fuck he thought he was doing then he would freak out and run of because he would be scared what the others would do to him. I couldn't move.

this was not normal. it continued for a bit because I was just so paralysed with shock and fear.

then he started moving his hand lower down my spine. To my lower back.

this was my best friend.

I did the only thing I could think of. and rolled as if I was still asleep. He leaped back and pretended to be asleep just encase "I woke up".
this was my chance to him. my chance to stop him, let him come to his senses and pretend like it had never happened.

in my rolled I had stupidly tried to move away from him and I was now lying on my front.
He came back at me again. because I had rolled on my front there was more of my back for him to get to.
this time he lifted up my cover again.
stroked and ran his hands up and down me. again. but then stopped.
I thought it was over. I was wrong.
he then lifted up the covers to my lower back.

again
with the stroking. this time
prominently on my lower back and getting lower. this time he was inside my trousers at the back. continuing in the same manner.

I was utterly paralysed and sick to my stomach. I didn't know what to do or what to think.

then. he continued into my knickers. At that point. is was not going to take any more. he had lost his chance. And I rolled over again. this time making sure I was as far away as possible. and as covered and wrapped up as I could be.

Not wanting to stay there I pretended that I had got a text and "woke up". said I needed to find Alaine. and as i walked out he asked are you okay? in some caring and concerned tone.

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