parents

the day that it happened

i removed will from my face book.
every picture of him removed. him deleted and blocked. every text message and email deleted. removed him from my msn. deleted his number.

i got at text from him that day
asking to come round so he could explain himself.

there is no excuse.

i told my dad that if will turned up he was not to be let in
nothing.

my parents obviously think that i am some pathetic child.
he started taking the piss out of me.. thinking we had had some argument and that we had fallen out.
took the piss.

he told my mum
and they took the piss together.

my mum forced me into telling her.
and i did not tell her it all just the basics.
i had the shakes
and she told me i was right that was unacceptable and not to let the basted grind you down.

she asked me if he had raped me.
i know it would of been alot worse if he had.
but the way she asked me was like if he didnt dont make a fuss.

she kept asking me if i was friends with him yet?
or talking to him yet?
or forgiven him yet.

she asked me if i was sure he was doing what i thought he was .. like with the same intention
i said that you didnt put your hand there if you weren't doing that.
an she told me she didnt want to know.

who do i turn to now?
who do i trust in?
who do i rely on?

A.