That night.

It was half term and it was one of the few holidays were we didn't have to revise for exams so everyone meet up and there were quite a few parties.
first Marks im not sure how much others enjoyed it. But I had a good time. I had just ended my "thing" with C, I was upset so got pretty drunk and ended up going to sleep earlier than others.
I feel asleep in Marks bed. First Josh came in and he was also very drunk. we chatted about his girlfriend and as soon as he left I was asleep again.
A few hours later Will crawled in. And I fell asleep in till the morning.
nothing out of the ordinary.

I think it was two days later that we all meet up again for a gathering round Fou's. at first it was fun. But as I was still hung up on the guy we all got drunk again. I ended up crying over him again and took myself off to the spare room to go to sleep. There was a double bed but Daphne, Alaine and Will were already in there because they all wanted to sleep too.
so I got some sleeping bags and lay down on the floor between the sofa and the wall. there wasn't much room but I didn't care because I was crying over C.

So they were all in the bed with me on the floor next to them. it all went quite for a bit and I tried to get some sleep. not long after that Jasmin came in because she didn't feel very well and wanted to go home. Daphne and Alaine offered to walk her home so left the room.
leaving just me and him. at the time I didn't think it was a problem - seeing as I had spent the whole night with him just a few days earlier.

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